and to you especially, Ryuhai... I'm sorry I haven't posted anything creative yet.

I was working on a story about a re-militarized Iraq and the effect of organized crime on it's fragile government... but then school happened. I was fully expecting that this year; my senior year would go better than last year. Less being bitched at-more time with the people I care about and the woman I love. Last week proved me wrong... I guess it was stupid of me to think my mom would be less "ardent" about my homework. A rather rude awakening for twelfth grade... >_<

...I can only hope that the next few weeks will somehow be better-after all; Ryuhai and I made it through the summer without seeing each other for weeks. I feel that we can make it though this. ^_^

All in all, I'll have to wait until mum cools down about school before I get back to writing fiction. Can my hordes of devoted fans wait that long? XD Nah, you guys are awesome. (Especially you, Ryuhai <3) Until I can actually post something; may peace be upon you all!

(Yeah, I was freaking out earlier, so that's why it says "distressed".)

(Like, "holding myself and shaking" kind of freaking out. But it was at 4 AM, and after waking up more I sorta started to come to my senses. I think it was the stress of the week finally getting at my head. Tomorrow, I should be better. ^_^)